Today it has been 3 months since my brother died. I still cry every single day and some days, like today, I sob. And some days, like today, I sob multiple times.
I have wanted to write something about him every day but I just don't seem to find the strength I need.
I go through different stages of grief all the time. Often, within a few seconds of each other. I can be okay one second and not the next and not really know what triggered the emotion. Sometimes I can tell stories about him and laugh and other times I just break at the mention of anything even remotely connected to him.
So today I write this to help myself move forward. Not on. I don't want to move on. I want to miss him. I want to remember how important he is to me. But to move forward so I can share with you all the positives and blessings in my life right now.
Maybe that will be tomorrow's post.
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Thank you for sharing . . . you are continually in my prayers. Love you!
ReplyDeleteYou have been in my heart. Hang in there, sweet friend.
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